I miss Mr. Fantastic so much and it has only been a week. I really need to start being more positive though. I can't keep lounging around feeling sorry for myself. I need to stay busy. I decided to start thinking of ways to pass the time....
I really need to start looking through his comic books and find some awesome images to replicate and put on some huge canvases for his gamer room. I need to stop avoiding people and go have a fun time with old friends and new friends alike. I need to throw myself into this RAW thing and really enjoy uncooking. The same thing goes with the whole fitness thing. I keep telling myself that I am going to start exercising, but then I realize it is so much easier to just lounge around. Sure, the raw diet has helped me loose 18 pounds in 2 weeks, but I have also been at a standstill for a while and not really lost much. My goal for the year was to loose a lot of weight, but my goal for this 2 months is to loose 20 more pounds. That will bring me down to 200!! That would be fabulous, but I can't do it by being lazy. I need to do laundry when the basket is full instead of waiting until I have nothing to wear. I really need to get going on all of the home improvement projects in order to surprise him when he comes back for the week before he leaves for a year. I need to remember that it is okay to cry, but I also need to remember to laugh and smile too. Since it is just about Spring, I should probably get around to the whole Spring cleaning thing! I also need to stop procrastinating on doing my taxes. I know I will get some good money back so I'm not really sure why I keep putting it off. I need to stop forgetting about the goals I set - you know, the monthly ones like painting my finger nails. I'm going to have to remember that being lonely does not mean that I need to spend money to make up for it. We have a fence, a yard, a sprinkler system, a garden, and a deck or patio to put in by June. We need to save money, not spend it all! I think I might need to actually go to a salon and get my hair trimmed too. It's been nearly two years since I have gotten that done. I trimmed it myself about 6 months ago, but I did a really bad job of it. I kind of think I want layers now! I am starting to run out of time to pre-plant my garden. I need to stop procrastinating on that one. I have lofty dreams though. I want to plant everything that is plantable when I know that I could never eat all of that food by myself. Maybe I need to start investigating a stand alone freezer. Oh, and I should probably try to sell our extra dryer and our extra dishwasher! I whould probably try to enjoy myself a little too. I don't need to be sad all the time. Instead, I should really try to be happy, try to dance around like a fool, try to laugh at myself whenever possible, and maybe even sing in the shower and in the car! I need to start really thinking about the whole wedding thing. He bought a ring you know! Of course it isn't on my finger yet, but that's only because it isn't made yet. I am struggling with the location thing. I don't want to make either of our families upset or make them feel that they aren't as important as the other family. I think that we want to get married here. I know that my family at least might not be thrilled with that for money reasons but I don't know what else to do. And most of all I really just need to relax. He will only be gone for 2 months. I will get to see him again for a week or two before he actually leaves for a year. Everything is going to be just fine. He loves me and I love him, and life is wonderful!
I hope you all have a wonderful week!
Loves!!!
I really need to start looking through his comic books and find some awesome images to replicate and put on some huge canvases for his gamer room. I need to stop avoiding people and go have a fun time with old friends and new friends alike. I need to throw myself into this RAW thing and really enjoy uncooking. The same thing goes with the whole fitness thing. I keep telling myself that I am going to start exercising, but then I realize it is so much easier to just lounge around. Sure, the raw diet has helped me loose 18 pounds in 2 weeks, but I have also been at a standstill for a while and not really lost much. My goal for the year was to loose a lot of weight, but my goal for this 2 months is to loose 20 more pounds. That will bring me down to 200!! That would be fabulous, but I can't do it by being lazy. I need to do laundry when the basket is full instead of waiting until I have nothing to wear. I really need to get going on all of the home improvement projects in order to surprise him when he comes back for the week before he leaves for a year. I need to remember that it is okay to cry, but I also need to remember to laugh and smile too. Since it is just about Spring, I should probably get around to the whole Spring cleaning thing! I also need to stop procrastinating on doing my taxes. I know I will get some good money back so I'm not really sure why I keep putting it off. I need to stop forgetting about the goals I set - you know, the monthly ones like painting my finger nails. I'm going to have to remember that being lonely does not mean that I need to spend money to make up for it. We have a fence, a yard, a sprinkler system, a garden, and a deck or patio to put in by June. We need to save money, not spend it all! I think I might need to actually go to a salon and get my hair trimmed too. It's been nearly two years since I have gotten that done. I trimmed it myself about 6 months ago, but I did a really bad job of it. I kind of think I want layers now! I am starting to run out of time to pre-plant my garden. I need to stop procrastinating on that one. I have lofty dreams though. I want to plant everything that is plantable when I know that I could never eat all of that food by myself. Maybe I need to start investigating a stand alone freezer. Oh, and I should probably try to sell our extra dryer and our extra dishwasher! I whould probably try to enjoy myself a little too. I don't need to be sad all the time. Instead, I should really try to be happy, try to dance around like a fool, try to laugh at myself whenever possible, and maybe even sing in the shower and in the car! I need to start really thinking about the whole wedding thing. He bought a ring you know! Of course it isn't on my finger yet, but that's only because it isn't made yet. I am struggling with the location thing. I don't want to make either of our families upset or make them feel that they aren't as important as the other family. I think that we want to get married here. I know that my family at least might not be thrilled with that for money reasons but I don't know what else to do. And most of all I really just need to relax. He will only be gone for 2 months. I will get to see him again for a week or two before he actually leaves for a year. Everything is going to be just fine. He loves me and I love him, and life is wonderful!
I hope you all have a wonderful week!
Loves!!!
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